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      1 title: about me
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     31 # Just a few of my favorite things
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     35 It was around 2010 when I read a view on identity claiming people are the collection of
     36 everything they love. Presented to me in the framework of answering *I love
     37 \<blank\>*[^where], it prompted me to take note of what drives me to a fervor and observe
     38 the kind of person I was and was becoming. I would recall this idea during a round of
     39 interviews in 2018 where I realized, with all the time I spent at my desk, I was
     40 forgetting the things I once enjoyed.
     41 
     42 This page is my way of recording what things, old or new, enthralled me and why. This list
     43 is non-exhaustive and may never be completed.
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     46 
     47 ## Fighting Games
     48 
     49 - [Rare footage of Daigo actually angry (Moment
     50   #37)](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JzS96auqau0)
     51 - [Pro tip #7](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sa-3_9cIhs8)
     52 - [Master Cup 9 Finals](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aVyrnQPxFQY&t=43859)
     53   * Not bite-sized. Finals of a one day event with 200 5-person teams.
     54 
     55 Tired of losing to my cousin, I learned to play fighting games properly[^proper] in 2008.
     56 I stumbled upon Moment #37 and I was hooked. A recurring motto at the time was "stay
     57 hungry", meant figuratively and [sometimes
     58 literally](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fight-or-flight_response). Cheap and stupid were
     59 compliments --- what's stopping you from doing what the other player is? When you run
     60 into a problem, it is up to you to *break it down and figure it out*.
     61 
     62 ## Magic
     63 
     64 - [Shin Lim's Dream Act](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EAN-PwRfJcA)
     65 - [Brent Braun's Card At Any Number](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J7Cg1TStD6s)
     66 
     67 Summer 2017 I was introduced to Fool Us and Shin Lim was the first result on Youtube.
     68 I just had to know how it was possible and started practicing that September. As I watched
     69 other great performers and learned more, I realized good magic is like good software, it's
     70 [what we can provide](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=il2MQkovXWU) [for other
     71 people](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kjURsDCIJws).
     72 
     73 Something that surprised me about the magic community is how conscientious its members are
     74 at proper attribution. I noticed this watching recorded lectures, but even laypeople can
     75 see this occur in Fool Us when Penn rattles off the prior art. It really speaks to how
     76 scholarly the field is.
     77 
     78 ## Starcraft
     79 
     80 - [Flash vs Mind](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J6R7maYAAKk)
     81   * Mastery is doing only what is enough.
     82 - [God of the
     83   Battlefield](http://www.teamliquid.net/forum/final-edits/226236-god-of-the-battlefield-part-1)
     84 - [HiyA: A True Hollywood Fishiking
     85   Story](http://www.teamliquid.net/forum/brood-war/290265-hiya-a-true-hollywood-fishiking-story)
     86 
     87 Brood War (Korean players just say Starcraft 1) was the original eSport and in my eyes the
     88 greatest. A younger me lost plenty of sleep catching the matches on live TV. Turning up to
     89 the [MSL 2010 viewing party in Joe's
     90 Pizza](http://www.teamliquid.net/forum/tl-community/126051-party-socal-msl-finals-joes-pizza)
     91 will remain a treasured memory.
     92 
     93 ## 氷菓 Hyouka {#hyouka}
     94 
     95 - [Notes on Hyouka as an Exploration of Detective Fiction: A Database Post](http://archive.is/RQxCZ)
     96   * Archive link due to security issues on the [original URL](http://altairandvega.net/2012/07/05/notes-on-hyouka-as-an-exploration-of-detective-fiction-a-database-post/).
     97 - [A hastily erected-shrine to historiography in
     98 Hyouka](https://superfanicombsx.wordpress.com/2012/06/28/a-hastily-erected-shrine-to-historiography-in-hyouka/)
     99 - [Hyouka: A Dying Land](https://thereforeitis.wordpress.com/2015/08/27/hyouka-a-dying-land/)
    100 
    101 The screenplay I wish I wrote. Encompasses my favorite qualities in a body of work: not
    102 cloying, but grounded and introspective. A story of youth disguised as detective fiction,
    103 at one point the cast, members of the classical literature club, attempt to complete an
    104 unfinished mystery film. The series generated great content and discussion on not *just*
    105 interpreting narrative, but also how to watch animation[^hyouka] and how to read (esp. mystery).
    106 
    107 I collected some examples of the discourse above. As the years went by, others have added
    108 on and I hope to eventually gather them on a separate page with my own contributions.
    109 I have noticed, [so
    110 often](https://throughthepainting.wordpress.com/2016/09/15/a-chinese-hyouka-advertisement/)
    111 [when
    112 others](http://www.crunchyroll.com/anime-feature/2018/06/18-1/kyoto-animations-masterpiece-has-arrived-on-crunchyroll)
    113 [speak of](http://lostinanime.com/2012/09/hyouka-22-end-and-series-review/) [this
    114 show](https://www.bateszi.me/2012/09/30/a-distant-light-hyouka/), in the same breath they
    115 praise its achievements there's the sense of acknowledgement Hyouka was
    116 unusually remarkable. I would like to do my part as well.
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    119 This was very indulgent. I hope you found something interesting.
    120 </p>
    121 
    122 Personal trivia: by cosmic coincidence I share a name with the author of [The Art of
    123 Computer Programming][taocp]. That we both graduated in mathematics and work with
    124 computers is pretty cool, no?
    125 
    126 [^hyouka]: [A few](https://www.sakugabooru.com/post/show/6880)
    127 [example](https://www.sakugabooru.com/post/show/22596)
    128 [scenes](https://www.sakugabooru.com/post/show/22576). There's no sound, see what you can
    129 make out. I'll have to clip some myself when I get around to rewatching.
    130 
    131 [^proper]: Really, it's just wrapping your head on the main abstractions (e.g.
    132 [hitboxes](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d0cFs5mHQC4&t=57s), [frame
    133 data](https://forums.shoryuken.com/t/basic-frame-data-guide-for-newbies/102006)) and
    134 adopting a mindful, learning attitude based on nonstop *marginal* improvement (i.e.,
    135 discipline).
    136 
    137     Indeed, the concept of *the margin* is what hooked me into my economics courses, from
    138 there mathematics and, eventually, CS. I suppose it can be said my interests in math are
    139 less for physical reasons and more for *arbitrary* ones.
    140 
    141 [^where]: I undoubtedly read it online, maybe it was a blog post or a (possibly
    142 translated) interview, but I ultimately could not find it. One day I may dig into old
    143 drives and see if I saved it locally in Evernote. Things get lost in the digital world
    144 too.
    145 
    146 [taocp]: https://www-cs-faculty.stanford.edu/~knuth/taocp.html